Longing....everlasting.

I can't even write what I want to write for fear that someone may actually read it someday and I'll look like a romantic fool, not a reputation I want let me tell you.

My heart still flutters after all these years when he tells me I'm beautiful and skips a beat when he leans across the seat of the car and kisses my cheek.

When he wraps his arms around me and pulls me into him I melt inside and my knees go weak.

I still long for him even after all these years.

When I am laying in bed with him and I look at his face I can't help but feel an ache deep within me.

I love how soft the sheets feel against my skin when he's laying with me.

When he kisses the inside of my upper thigh, when he kisses my wrist, my neck....

I want to hold him and be with him all the time even now, after all this time.